As till today, I still have nothing much to do other than sleep, online, gaming, singing and eat. I'm happy but deep down inside me, I feel so lonely. Seeing couples, relationships status makes me jealous but life must go on. Everyone wish to be happy all the time but in life there's always up and down. Life is pretty much balance don't you think?
I find it funny when I admit that I'm ugly while other people say I'm not. Trust me peeps, if I'm ugly I won't be experiencing break ups that much in just half a year (You don't wanna know about it). Follow the flow, let things happen naturally, don't expect and think too much. Well just a shout out to the couples out there, if you think that being in a relationship gives you 1001 problems, then don't bother getting one. I must say life experience would tell you the exact same thing. It's not just commitment, it also involves trust, believe, sincerity, being able to tolerate, loving back and much much more you can ever imagine.
Okay, move on. . recently my life went from an eagle life to an owl life. Yes, I'm awake when most of the people are nicely sleeping in their bed. Why. . ? I have a f**ked up life to cut it short. I sleep whenever I wants and get up whenever I like. Result, pimples everywhere. Yikes! It's okay, going for a facial on this coming 11th August 2012. Purposely bought a groupon for me and my mom. Just a little gift to my mom for the love she gave and sacrifices never ending to me and my sister. Not to forget her supports.(There's a secret between me and her. . hahahahaha!)
Next plan, I would like to travel back to my hometown after 2 years since I last visited. I wanna tag some friends along. . Who's up for satay celup?! Man, I'm seriously craving for satay celup. Wanna follow me for few days, leave me a message if you're interested.
Last but not least, I'll continue being the happy and cheerful person. Spreading positiveness to all the people around me. Not forgetting, being a better person than I am before but of course with the support from the family and friends. =)
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
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July 10th, 2012
Gosh! As usual, life is tough. Like it or not still I have to face all the challenges. I always keep myself remind that we only live ONCE. So, enjoy while it last and try not to look back. So many things happened. Sad, happy, depressed and all sorts of craps but it's normal as a human being to experience all those.
Up till now, I'm still jobless. Seriously, I don't even know what am I thinking. Keep on going for interview but still no feedback. I'm also concern on my mom's health. God, I pray that you watch over her.
I read through my old posts and I realized that I posted so many things on LOVE. Oh well, got dumped over and over again. Can't do anything but to stay strong and move on but seriously, I know that I'm still young but that doesn't mean that youngsters like me don't deserve to love and to be love. It is true that we learn from experience and mistakes which makes us a better and stronger person. I learned so many things after I broke up with my recent ex. When my time comes, I won't be expecting much coz it will only hurt me deep inside. From time to time, I'll try to improve myself into a better person. Present a better image of myself and knowing my mom supports me all the way, I shall not fear of anything. Trying to search for the happy, cheerful Frederick Teh Meng Huat. I bet he's somewhere deep inside of me waiting to come out and spread the happiness again.
Last but not least, I would like to thank all my friends for being there when I'm at my low and high. You guys are the best! I know thank you is not enough, but God will reward them at the end of the day. I shall never forget what you guys did for me.
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